It's hard to motivate yourself when in truth you know that, even from the day-one, you are unneeded and unwanted. It even harder when you realizes that you are the unneeded and unwanted among the unneeded and unwanted, mistake among the mistakes! LOL!!
But ask me again how it's feel like?
I don't know, after all, I'm the one who has emotion-less, eh? : p
T/t: What was left when the fire was gone?